Great poem. Really sums up the past few days for me. I can't really explain why, though. So I've been hurt, yet again, by another friend. Let's just lay this out.
This week, my parents left for a week for their anniversary, and I become homesick extremely easily. I can't help it. I become depressed, get sick easily and act irritable and child-like. I don't know why, I just do. And it's horrible. Sooo I asked my friend to come stay with me. I never ask my friends to stay the night. but of course, no she can't. because she's working for 8 days and doing long shifts. This probably wouldn't bother me so much had she not found her 'soul mate' and neglected me since I had come back on the first. But that's unfair--I've been pulling away from her. Why? because she's too busy with her 'soul mate' to do anything with me. on top of that, when we talk, her sentences are flavored with "You don't understand!" constantly repeated (about subjects in which I do have empathy for her). Have I explained through examples how much saying 'you dont understand' to me pisses me off? why yes, I certainly have. So I called my parents in tears (yes, I know how pathetic that is, but fuck off) and explained the whole situation since..I don't want to start drama with the other people involved between us and my brother was out with his friend. so I have today and tomorrow to calm down and relax. except not because I have a shit ton of homework already. thank you, professors. you guys rock at controlling my free time!!
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